love you charlsie!!muah

               Its been so long,since i flavoured my ville :).That is because have been a busy  bee for quiet sometime now....Anyways here is something i felt the urge to write,its about my big brother who is someone very close to my heart,next to God..i had to write this because i never ever dreamt that i would be this close with my brother,since kindergarden i always hated him, most of the time we will be throwing things at each other, calling bad names,,complaining about each other,,we always fight about the tv,which is the only thing i remember so well(since i have a very bad amnesia)literally i should say like how the old saying goes"like cats and dogs"...

              I still remember my friends telling me during my school days that am really very lucky to have a big brother, my expression would go like this,"oh ya!i do not see any difference at al!!".Now when i go back in time and think about everything my friends said ,it is all very true,they were so damn right about it!.

             We have been really close for the past three years and it has made a big difference in both of our lives(that is what i believe),especially in mine,am basically an introvert,i really find it hard to open up to people, but i can be totally myself with my brother,he knows my life from A-Z all that i have been thro in my life,...everything and everything...

              Most importantly, am so thankful to God for my wonderful brother,i still sometimes do not understand,certain things like we were very much drifted apart during his college days(we never used to have a normal conversation even)...but still always missed him back then..

Out of the blue things changed and i just love it the way things have unfolded,God put a smile on my face :)Love you so much charlie(should i say anna???)lol. A big teddy bear Hug for you,Love the waay you are,stay the same!You are the best,Keep rocking.....

So Special!!

  hi everybody!here goes my first official blog, and am so excited in writing this, because as i was pondering  about what to write ,i felt that i can start with writing from my BIG BOOk, so this is it.............

                                               PSALM 139

This is one of my favourite psalm from the bible,when i came across the psalm i was too shocked to know about God's understanding and his Love.....let me explain what am trying to convey here,the psalm has 24 verses,each verse explains how much he cares,,starting from the first till the last.. it goes with his knowledge about everything we would be doing from the day we were born, (all our dark secrets too)),my favourite part is even when i go astray or try to hide from his presence even then his Right Hand would always uphold me,or it can be implied he always finds and pulls me up,isn't that amazing???some one always keeping track of you,even when u annoy them the most,!!

    The most wonderful thing about this psalm i like is,how God considers everyone  very special and unique ,(verses 13-16).The best part is he has designed our lives before our birth even, how cool is that!!the fact is we can never fathom it with our chicken brains ,:)Its just like before we execute a plan we make blue print of it,so that was exactly what God was doing too,,we are all part of His wonderful Plan....

           This might sound different or unbelieving,and the fact is it has a very strong statement and is is so true,i can say it confidently because there were times in my life when things were not on the brighter side,God cheered me up by helping me to read this psalm,so that whatever happens in my life,(unhappy times)i would always get reminded, my plan is not yet over!!!!Now am in all smilessss:) which applies for everyone out there!you are special !so cheer up!he knows everything that is going on in our lives he will come and help you,because you are the apple of his Eye!!:)

you can read the psalm to fully taste God's Love...:) and am gonna wrap up here,God BLess!!